My babies are all grown up.
Travelling paths that they seek out on their own.
My boy lives 3475 km or 33 hours from me.
My girl lives at home for the time being with big plans that include Indonesia, Russia and then ending up in Ontario.
I miss them when they were little... the home made Mothers Day cards with painted finger prints turned into flower petals, jumping into bed with me in the morning all excited to give me their creations.
This morning I was up early to greet my fur kids in the yard. I was showered in wet sloppy kisses and canine love which always makes me smile and feel happy inside.
Settling down in my lounge chair while they played around me I received a Mothers Day message from my boy via text and felt immediately sad while laughing at his craziness all at the same time. (message read; Happy mothers day! My Birth may have been excruciatingly painful, but at least I didn't eat my way out like some insects do)
He will never change, always making me laugh.
...now look at him... all grown up into a man living in his own place in the hub of a big city.
Then there is my little girl, could always be found singing and so independent.
She has now fallen in love and is dreaming of a future that includes her own 'home'.
Where did the time go?
It was once upon a place
Confessions of an empty nester 'musher wannabe' mom
Sunday, May 12, 2013
Thursday, May 9, 2013
A True Friend
What is a true friend?
Someone who is there for you through thick or thin.
A shoulder to cry on.
A willing ear.
The one you can laugh and cry with, sometimes all in the same moment.
You know this person will always be there for you no matter how stupid you have been. Be it saying the wrong thing, a momentary lapse in reason, they know that you would never say anything to hurt feelings... This true friend would also understand that I suffer from foot IN mouth disease.
One who never judges.
My always messy home (I'm a terrible house keeper)
My lack of fashion sense (comfort is key to me)
The craziness of my adventures (sled dogs? 100 mile skijour race?)
Impromptu ventures (owning a coffee shop, becoming successful at it then selling)
I have been lucky in my life to have friends like this.
A friend who I could call anytime of the day or night if I needed.
There are a few who have stuck by me, who still call me their friend after many years of knowing me... really knowing me.
However there is one particular person who stands out amongst them all.
A beautiful woman whom I love very much.... and who I know loves me back the same way.
I would move heaven and earth for this friend ... as I know she would for me also.
Someone who is there for you through thick or thin.
A shoulder to cry on.
A willing ear.
The one you can laugh and cry with, sometimes all in the same moment.
You know this person will always be there for you no matter how stupid you have been. Be it saying the wrong thing, a momentary lapse in reason, they know that you would never say anything to hurt feelings... This true friend would also understand that I suffer from foot IN mouth disease.
One who never judges.
My always messy home (I'm a terrible house keeper)
My lack of fashion sense (comfort is key to me)
The craziness of my adventures (sled dogs? 100 mile skijour race?)
Impromptu ventures (owning a coffee shop, becoming successful at it then selling)
I have been lucky in my life to have friends like this.
A friend who I could call anytime of the day or night if I needed.
There are a few who have stuck by me, who still call me their friend after many years of knowing me... really knowing me.
However there is one particular person who stands out amongst them all.
A beautiful woman whom I love very much.... and who I know loves me back the same way.
I would move heaven and earth for this friend ... as I know she would for me also.
My Mom
I love you Mom, happy Mothers Day!!
Saturday, May 4, 2013
Alive
It has been awhile.
I think about writing all the time. I DO write with pen and paper, but have avoided and neglected my blogs for some time.
It is not from lack of 'things' happening in my life.
Nor is it from depression.
I've just been,
well,
living life.
Spring has arrived here at Outback Huskies and thankfully it has been dry and warm out. As I write this 3 of my fur kids lay at my feet in a peaceful slumber.
The others are outside enjoying the warmth of the sun.... which is where I will be once this has been published.
I just felt the need to pop in here and share my favorite song with you all. I'm betting if you go back a ways here on this blog you will find that it was already shared. To me, it is worth sharing over and over again.
I think about writing all the time. I DO write with pen and paper, but have avoided and neglected my blogs for some time.
It is not from lack of 'things' happening in my life.
Nor is it from depression.
I've just been,
well,
living life.
Spring has arrived here at Outback Huskies and thankfully it has been dry and warm out. As I write this 3 of my fur kids lay at my feet in a peaceful slumber.
The others are outside enjoying the warmth of the sun.... which is where I will be once this has been published.
I just felt the need to pop in here and share my favorite song with you all. I'm betting if you go back a ways here on this blog you will find that it was already shared. To me, it is worth sharing over and over again.
Edwin - Alive
I should probably share a teeny bit of my spring break with you all as well, especially since many of you followed my adventure in the Yukon with Randy.
Instead of heading somewhere warm and tropical we ventured North to Fort McMurray.
A city of close to 77,000, which sits on the Athabasca River, was originally established by the Hudson Bay company in 1870 as a trading post. Today it draws attention, good and bad, due to the oilsands.
It is also home of Randy Mackenzie and his plethora of animals.
On our way up there we met Fred and his lovely wife, Diane for lunch and a visit. I would love to spend more time with them both... what a wonderful couple.
I loved our visit with everyone... Randy and Carol were the hostesses with the mostesses and I could have spent way more time up there.
Not only did I get to meet up with the Canine team again, but I was introduced to the many animals that Randy rescues, finds homes for and keeps himself.
We 'almost' brought home a baby ourselves... it was a close one.... if we had more land for sure as these babies are going to be rather large when full grown.
Monday, March 25, 2013
Missing This
I really do miss using this blog.... odd kinda feeling as it is not a person or a real place.
Yet here I am back on here telling you all I miss it.
I come on to 'Blogspot' regularly to read every ones posts yet I've been quiet myself.
I do have a new location to blog at www.outbackhuskies.com but I've been absent from there as well.
The decision to use both blogs has come to me through my monster that follows me through my life. One that has lain dormant for quite a few years now.
Fibromyalgia that sits waiting in the background ready to jump out and make an appearance.
I thought that my Outback Husky web site will be used for my training and all dog sledding related activities that have to do with heading to the Percy next year, and here will be for everything else. I will link the two together so for those interested (usually just family) can see them both if they wish.
Today however I do want to leave you all with a health warning.
I went to the dentist a couple of weeks ago now to have a filling replaced after it had broken in half It was an older filling, one of those that we got as kids. You know the metal ones that they say has mercury in them?
This dentist did not do anything special in ways of protecting me from ingesting anything that may come from drilling out the old filling.
Honestly I did not think about it myself until my Fibro began flaring 10 fold.
I have not had a flare in years now and was beginning to think that whatever had been wrong with me was not in fact Fibro but something that had been missed because of the diagnosis of said disorder.
Yet after speaking with a friend who just had all his mercury, uh metal fillings, removed and done so in a special way with drugs to help detoxify and keep the mercury out of their system AND then getting on the 'net' and researching mercury and Fibro I was left with an aha moment.
Thanks to my ever so wonderful dentist (who by the way has had to fix my tooth two times since the filing and will be seeing me once more to fix it still) he has set my Fibro off in the worst way.
I will be working at detoxifying my body myself using herbal remedies and diet now... and working hard at bringing my body back to a pain free state.
This truly sucks... having to deal with my monster at this time of my life.
I am too busy loving my job to take time off because of pain.... and I am way too busy running my dogs with the last of the spring snows to be missing it due to pain (which happened this weekend).
Let my experience be a lesson to all of you.
If you have the opportunity to have a metal filling removed have it done so by someone who knows what they are doing.
Yet here I am back on here telling you all I miss it.
I come on to 'Blogspot' regularly to read every ones posts yet I've been quiet myself.
I do have a new location to blog at www.outbackhuskies.com but I've been absent from there as well.
The decision to use both blogs has come to me through my monster that follows me through my life. One that has lain dormant for quite a few years now.
Fibromyalgia that sits waiting in the background ready to jump out and make an appearance.
I thought that my Outback Husky web site will be used for my training and all dog sledding related activities that have to do with heading to the Percy next year, and here will be for everything else. I will link the two together so for those interested (usually just family) can see them both if they wish.
Today however I do want to leave you all with a health warning.
I went to the dentist a couple of weeks ago now to have a filling replaced after it had broken in half It was an older filling, one of those that we got as kids. You know the metal ones that they say has mercury in them?
This dentist did not do anything special in ways of protecting me from ingesting anything that may come from drilling out the old filling.
Honestly I did not think about it myself until my Fibro began flaring 10 fold.
I have not had a flare in years now and was beginning to think that whatever had been wrong with me was not in fact Fibro but something that had been missed because of the diagnosis of said disorder.
Yet after speaking with a friend who just had all his mercury, uh metal fillings, removed and done so in a special way with drugs to help detoxify and keep the mercury out of their system AND then getting on the 'net' and researching mercury and Fibro I was left with an aha moment.
Thanks to my ever so wonderful dentist (who by the way has had to fix my tooth two times since the filing and will be seeing me once more to fix it still) he has set my Fibro off in the worst way.
I will be working at detoxifying my body myself using herbal remedies and diet now... and working hard at bringing my body back to a pain free state.
This truly sucks... having to deal with my monster at this time of my life.
I am too busy loving my job to take time off because of pain.... and I am way too busy running my dogs with the last of the spring snows to be missing it due to pain (which happened this weekend).
Let my experience be a lesson to all of you.
If you have the opportunity to have a metal filling removed have it done so by someone who knows what they are doing.
Sunday, January 27, 2013
The Yukon Calls my Name
I really do miss this blog site.
But sadly it is not where I will be writing anymore as I have many, many followers on my web site now.
That isn't sad news... what is sad is I wont be here.
For those who have popped in here from time to time, do come to my site and follow me on my adventures to the Yukon... along the Yukon Quest trail as I work as a dog handler for Randy Mackenzie and next year when I race a portion of the trail myself in the Percy.
www.outbackhuskies.com is where I can be found now.
Happy Trails everyone!
But sadly it is not where I will be writing anymore as I have many, many followers on my web site now.
That isn't sad news... what is sad is I wont be here.
For those who have popped in here from time to time, do come to my site and follow me on my adventures to the Yukon... along the Yukon Quest trail as I work as a dog handler for Randy Mackenzie and next year when I race a portion of the trail myself in the Percy.
www.outbackhuskies.com is where I can be found now.
Happy Trails everyone!
Sunday, January 6, 2013
New Trails Ahead
I am so very sad.
I really like using this blog site... the options are terrific... however as of late it will not allow me to upload pictures from my computer.
This makes no sense as my husband hasn't had any trouble at all... so... I am back to using my blog on my web page.
My most recent entry.
http://www.outbackhuskies.com/apps/blog/show/21885331-new-trails-ahead-
I really like using this blog site... the options are terrific... however as of late it will not allow me to upload pictures from my computer.
This makes no sense as my husband hasn't had any trouble at all... so... I am back to using my blog on my web page.
My most recent entry.
http://www.outbackhuskies.com/apps/blog/show/21885331-new-trails-ahead-
Thursday, January 3, 2013
Packing the Night Away
This blogspot has decided to not let me download pictures...
So... here is a link to my other blog...
Sigh... I'll get this sorted out one day and will stay in one location... guess I'm like that single child caught in the middle of a divorce.
http://www.outbackhuskies.com/apps/blog/show/21770320-packing-the-night-away
So... here is a link to my other blog...
Sigh... I'll get this sorted out one day and will stay in one location... guess I'm like that single child caught in the middle of a divorce.
http://www.outbackhuskies.com/apps/blog/show/21770320-packing-the-night-away
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