It's not like I haven't anything to say.
It's more like not wanting to say it.
I woke this morning well before the sun.
Much too hot in my room to sleep anyhow.
My mind being too active to drift off again I wander down into the coolness of the living room and watch the sun rise with thoughts that I try to avoid plaguing my mind.
Then only days after he is gone my baby girl will be back on her way home... again... across the country.
She has been working so much since being home leaving me feeling as if we have had hardly any time together.
I miss her all the time and do not look forward to the day she is back on her way.
Huge changes are also fast approaching in my life, changes that I myself set the wheels in motion for.
Realizing just how quickly time passes I'm left wondering if I am ready for this big change in my life.